Restless,
In my humble opinion, you should accept your prize. You won. I always try to give gifts
or offerings when I am able, and sometimes
feel a little hurt when people turn me down.
You can always give yourself, if you feel like your blessed enough.
I always cheerfully accept anything that people choose to give, because I know that the giver WANTED to do it.
We are not talking charity here.
Please forgive me if someone feels that this is none of my business. Just an opinion.
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