Thanks for the support all

. Sorry to say that I have been smoking a *little. I'm now using step#1 nicotine patches (a new box...not the expired ones I have from 2004

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My 3 attempts last year were while I was away from home. The 1st, while staying at a friend's house and she helped me alot. The day I was planning to go home, we had a major storm coming, so I had to stay another night. Went out to move my car and was CERTAIN there had to be a cigarette in there, somewhere

, but no. After a few hours, I was CERTAIN there had to be a cigarette in my car. Low and behold, I found a broken one wedged between the seats. I attached the filter and....mmmmmm it tasted so good I ran out to the store to buy a pack

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The other 2x's I tried to quit...I also went away....guess where? lol
I never smoke in the house and guess I was kinda missing going outside for a smoke, star gazing. That's my excuse and I'm going to keep trying so I don't have to come up with another excuse!