Hi all.
A many thanks for your input.
I'm on a more even kind of feeling today and having read your replies I feel even better.
In response to BillW,well,it sounds bad given my nature and all but I haven't set foot in a church since Jan. of 1995. I left because I felt I wasn't really in the spirit of it all.
Also I'd only been on my own just over a month and I realized I was just trying to do too much to fill in the void of not living with my family for the first time in my life. I agree with your advice Bill,I have to find the right church though,the one I left up the street from me.
Watchman,the nurse didn't look at my knee,she just (out of good faith I guess) gave me the band-aids and I did for myself. Still,she ad some folks were giving me weird looks,which in this day & age is understandable but it made me feel like some kind of weirdo.
Thanks for all your well wishes folks,may God bless you all as well.
Bye.