Alright, a while back I got a letter sent home to be signed. I thought was a bad note(it wasn't) so while carrying it down the hall I had my head down and arms crossed, like I was ashamed or something. And she passed me, like always. Well, she must have taken it for a love note or something because that Friday, I saw her holding hands with a Mexican boy. Next week, when he wasn't with her, I would see him giving me mean looks, like he wanted to beat my @$$. Well, a couple of weeks later she must have realized her mistake, but decided it was too late, although I've seen her from the road and she was actually looking at me. I figured she wouldn't be looking at me like that if she still didn't like me. Now, she may have been looking just to remind herself that she does not want me, I don't know. But it has been 3 months, and although it looked as though she had forgiven me, she may not. Anyway, she may not be able to break up with him because he is the extrovertish type. I don't know if she even wants to break up with him. She might try to play us and let us fight over her. But yesterday morning, I passed them out in the hall, and they were talking, I kept my eyes straight ahead, and I heard her murmur something that sounded like "There he is right there" and I thought I heard him say"Aaah, that's alright I'll get him". I don't know if she has been planning to sick him on me or what. I've had this bad feeling that I may have to fight him, whether if it's because they break up and she starts going out with me, and it turns to the old X-boyfriend type of thing, or he might get tired of me because I'm sure she mentioned to him earlier about what I did(what she thinks I did) or she might still be planning to have him whoop my @$$. So, I don't know when and I don't know where, but I have an awful feeling I'm going to half to fight either for her, over her, or against her.
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